Counting The Days

4 more days till I get to see my brother. Finally its seems like I haven't seen him in forever. My brother is currently serving in the United States ARMY and is stationed over in Afghanistan. He will be home on leave for 2 weeks starting Wednesday. I'm so excited to see him. I will sadly only get to see him for 2 days because of damn school.... but ill take what I can get. Since I wont see him again till end of March 2009. I'M SO EXCITED I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY BROTHER!!!!!!!

new exsperiance

Today was family weekend and they all these different vendors here. I got my hand molded from wax. Oh My God was that a painful yet interesting process. First you have to stick your hand in a freezing cooler of ice water. You have to leave it there for like 3-5 min, basically till your hand feels like you have needles shooting through it. Then you have to stick it in very hot wax. Which you don't feel because your hand is so numb from the ice water. You dunk your hand about 20 times in the position you want it in. Then you dip it about 10 times in the colored wax you want. Then the guy loosened the wax around your hand. After that you had to put your hand back in ice water to make the wax go solid and remover the wax from your hand. Then ta da you have your wax mold of your had. See it was so cool i had to do it again.....hehe

HAHAHA

Well growing up I kinda accepted the fact that im a clutz...and i really accepted it when my doctor told me to get accident insurance for myself......but man I wish I would grow out of it.... hehe..... Tuesday I was walking down the stairs in the dorm with my laundry and guess what .........did you guess....I fell.... My bad right knee locked up and slide my foot forward so I hit a slippery spot on the stairs. So my foot slide backwards, which cause my bad left ankle(mind you that only has little less than half a ligament left in it) to flop out and lose my balance( which I dont have to begin with ) and down I went......so now I think I really badly pulled my thigh muscle because I can barely walk...and its worse today so tomorrow I defintaly need to go to the doctors. Its not fun walking 5 steps and have your leg give out on you and it looks like im gonna sit down. yeah very painful.....I guess its just another injury to add to my list....haha and thats one heck of a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooong list....hahah If they were ranked worst injury this one might either go after the contusion tiba or torn ligament in my ankle.... and im careful I swear......HAHAHAHAHA

Will you be there for me?

Will you be there for me?

I remember the day when we first met,
The day you chose me as your pet.

You have fed and cleaned me and cared for me,
I have been a better friend than any human could be.

You have given me rides in the car and walks in the grass,
New chew toys and puppy class.

You have shared your dinner and shared your bed.
You have given me baths and put bows on my head.

I have watched over our family and guarded our yard.
It was my pleasure so it was not very hard.

I have been making you smile for many years.
I have kissed you face and tasted your tears.

Have you noticed lately how I have aged with grace?
I am getting clouds in my eyes and gray in my face.

It is harder to hear you and harder to see.
And sometimes I cannot make it outside to pee.

We both realized someday we would part.
But my memory can always stay young in your heart.

I have been the best friend I could possibly be,
So in the end will you be there for me?

I want you to choose when my passing is due,
And be there for me as I was for you.

Stroke my ears and tell me how good I have been,
And how we will see each other some day again.

I know how sad this day will be,
But, thank you my friend,
For being there for me.

My cat Gizmo.....

Gizmo was one of my first cats and he passed away June 14, 2006. He was 16 yrs old. I miss him alot... He was a very loving cat, who weighed 30lbs and lived a happy life. He was my baby and followed me everywheres. Sadly he lost all his teeth and couldnt eat much so I had to hand feed him when he wouldnt eat. He got really skinny his last few days alive. I was home alone the day he passed away and I was there when he took his last breath....the hardest thing I had to ever see.....

This is a video I made of him to remember him.

Just seen....

I just got back from seeing Burn After Reading. That movie was so dumb it was funny. Most of it I sat through saying what the fuck. Im still wondering how people come up with these ideas for movies like this one. Im not going to ruin the movie for anyone who hasnt seen it but its very funny but I wouldn't see it again.

My New Pet

I got a new pet last week and its a carnivore. Hmm trying to figure out what it is? Well its a Venus Fly Trap. I think they are facinating plants. I finally found a fly so I got to feed it yesterday. It will release a digestive enzyme and digest the fly. This takes about a week and then it dont have to be fed for another two weeks. Each trap only closes 4 time then it dies off and a new one will grow back but bigger. Right now mine are really tiny and has a few big ones but im closeing all the small traps so they will die off and bigger ones will come. When I was reading online about them they said to at least try sticking your finger in one to close it. So I did and its awesome. It dont hurt or anything it just cool how they use movement to close. They need to be really humid and need only a few hours of sunlight. When the traps turn red it means they had enough sun. During the winter they need to go dormat. I had a Venus Fly Trap before but I killed it when I tired to make it go dormat. Hopefully I can keep this one alive.

This is a picture of the trap that has a fly in it (the black part in the red trap) and a picture of the plant itself.